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OKay, so this isn't me trying to brag about how awesome I am, it's just me, venting b/c like, I really need to.
So I'm out going to dinner with my parents. I really didn't want to b/c idk, I just didn't feel like it, but something idk, something just made me go, so i went. So we go to the place, and we're sitting down, having a good time, I guess. Suddenly this elderly lady gets up from the table behind us, and starts hitting her husband on his back. I Jumped, like seriously JUMPED up, and looked at the man, he was chocking, lik really chocking. I kinda pushed the lady away, didn't even say anything to her, and just gave the man two of the hardest back blows ever, and suddenly, this entire piece of shrimp comes out of his mouth, an ENTIRE shrimp. and he can start breathing again. The man came over latter and said "thank you for saving my life"
Idk how I should be feeling about this. B/c a million things are racing through my mind, like, what if I wasn't there, or what if I wasn't trained, or what if I did something wrong. It' just a really nerve racking thing, and idk. just, I can't even explain it.
H
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[30 Apr 2006|10:07pm] |
Congratulations to everyone who is now holding a number two, or a number three in your hands. Sorry to anyone who has a number one in their hands, but you are not allowed to get married, because in my belief marriage can only be defined as an institution between a person carrying a number two or a number three. Sounds absurd right, who am I to tell you that you’re not allowed to get married, just because of a simple category that you fall under. Well that is simply what many states in the United States are trying to say.
Now some of you may be thinking, well in some states they’re allowing to have Civil Unions, or Domestic Partnerships, and yes that is true. The thing is though, by the letter of the law, Civil Unions, and Domestic Partnerships do not equal marriage. Why does the law even matter when we’re talking about marriage anyways? Because what most people don’t realize is that marriage other then being a religious term, is also a legal term.
What are the differences in legalities? Well although Civil Unions and Domestic Partnerships may grant many of the similar benefits that Marriage does, it doesn’t grant all 1,049 of them. Civil Unions and Domestic Partnerships only hold legal standings in the states that the couples live in, while Marriage will cross over from state to state. Although it differs from state to state, most Civil Unions do not carry the same benefits such as medical care, and spousal survival, meaning if your husband or wife does, you’re entitled to their finical benefits.
The terms Civil Union and Domestic Partnerships, are two terms that shouldn’t even have to exist. In fact, legally, they really don’t have any right to be enacted. Although many people will argue differently, there is a very famous legal battle that states why; Civil Unions and Domestic Partnerships shouldn’t exits. The Supreme Court Case that explains why, simply came out with the verdict of, Separate but Equal isn’t legal. That famous case is called, Brown V.S. the Board of Education. Although Brown wasn’t fighting for anything more then, to be allowed to go to same school as white people do, the verdict of Brown’s case was a corner stone for all civil rights, stating that segregation is illegal.
Now legal terms aside, some people will argue that homosexual marriage simply is unmoral. Nothing can be farther from the truth then that. What is the definition of something that is moral anyways? Who can say what is and what isn’t moral? Is there a board of people who sit around and say “oh this is moral and this isn’t”, like it was some kind of game? Truth of the matter is it is only unmoral if you, yourself think it is. No one can tell you that something is unmoral unless you want it to be. Morality is only in the eye of the beholder. To even farther prove that fact, realize that according to the population of the United State’s of America, not even any more then fifty years ago, it was unmoral for people of different ethnic backgrounds to get married, yet look around you now, people of different ethnic backgrounds are together all over the place.
Tradition that is a word that is used a lot during the arguments for or against homosexual marriage. It’s simply just traditional for marriage to be between a man and a woman. Well as that may be true, remember that for a long time in history it was tradition for rich white upper class men to not only have slaves, but also to have their wives constituted as their property.
According to my religion gay marriage shouldn’t be allowed. Now I’m not going to try and bash anyone’s religion. Religion is a scared thing to some people, but realize that not everything that your holy text have to be true. I myself am catholic, and if I’m to believe everything that the bible says is true, then by now, I should expect certain places in the world to be obliterated by fire and brimstones, simply because they don’t follow exactly what God has told them to do.
Others may argue that allowing homosexuals to marry will bring about the degeneration of the human society. That if homosexuals are allowed to get married that eventually we’re going to have to allow legalized pedophilia, legalized incest, and legalized bestiality. That is nothing more then a statement to scary the masses. There are other countries around the world, that have allowed homosexual marriage, for quite some time now, and none of those things have come to pass.
What can you do to help in the support of legalized marriage? Well one, you can right to your congress person. Write to the senators, or even the governor. If you’re not registered, register, and vote on such items if they ever come up in elections. Sign petitions stating that you’re in favor of homosexual marriage. Go to peacefully rallies. You could join your local GSA (Gay-Straight Alliance). There’s so many things you can do to help support legalized homosexual marriage, but first all you have to do is ask yourself, “Do I support homosexual marriage”.
Thank you for your time.
This is my speech for well, speech class, let me know what you all think.
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| the one thing I hate |
[09 Apr 2006|09:59pm] |
So you know when you're in like 5th grade or junior high, and someone ask you want you want to be when you grow up, and you always know. It's never a doubt in your mind that you're going to be, what ever it is that you want to be at that time. Nothing can stop you from having that job you want. Then towards the end of your High School life, someone will ask you the same question, and you still know what you want to be, but in the back of your mind you're second guessing yourself, but it's okay b/c you have a lot of time left to decide.
Well my time is up. I'm in college now, and I don't know what I want to be. And yes technically I don't have to declare till my second semester of my second year. But honestly that's all bullshit. Because honestly if you want to do something and not have to stay in school longer then you have to, you have to know bascially from day one. Because if not you're going to be stuck taking stupid core classes that dont' do shit for your major, b/c they want a different set of core classes, so basically you've just fucked yourself over.
Some please tell me what I want to be when I grow up, b/c honestly, I don't know.
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[29 Mar 2006|06:49pm] |
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yeah, it's my birthday, I'm old.
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[07 Mar 2006|07:16pm] |
3 YEARS AGO...
How old were you?: on the verge of 17
What school year were you in: 10
Where did you go to school?: M to the P that made me act like a Gangsta G
Where did you work?: all over
Where did you live?: miller place
Where did you hang out?: i think down port reigned supreme in 10th grade. also friendly's was quite common. and Ward Melville? maybe that was junior year?
What was your hair style? short
Did you wear braces?: no
Did you wear glasses: no
Who was your best friend?: idk, Dennis
Who was your boyfriend/girlfriend?: idk I think I had two
What was your biggest fear? clowns
Who was your celebrity crush?: Jenifer Garner
Who was your regular-person crush?: Idk
How many piercings did you have?: none
How many tattoos did you have? none
What was your favorite band?: green day
Had you smoked a cigarette yet?: yeah I did
Had you gotten drunk or high yet?: yep
Had you driven yet?: yeah
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LETS SEE HOW YOU ARE NOW...
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How old are you?: on the verge of manhood, 20
What school year are you in?: freshman year of college
Where do you go to school?: St. Joseph's College
Where do you work: depends
Where do you live?: miller place
Where do you hang out?: SJC, Applebizzle, and certin bars/night clubs
How is your hair style?: fauxhawked
Do you wear glasses? no
Do you wear braces?: nope
Who is your best friend? Will
Who is your celebrity crush?: Jenifer Garner and Katebeckinsale
Who is your regular-person crush?: wouldn't you like to know
How many tattoos do you have?: one
How many piercings do you have? one
What is your favorite band? Green day, Ramones, Clash,
Who is your boyfriend/girlfriend?: lol
What is your biggest fear?: clowns
Have you driven yet?: yup
Have you smoked a cigarette yet?: yup
Have you gotten drunk/high yet?: yup
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| WTF |
[02 Mar 2006|12:20am] |
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No myspace or facebook for 40 days and although I'm almost never on here anyways we're gonna go with no el Jay for 40 days too. bye bye.
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[21 Feb 2006|01:21am] |
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So I know I haven't writen here in a long time, but I just haven't found the time to write in here. Nor have i found anything of major importance to write in this. I have found both of those tonight. I just learned something, that is really upsetting me to the point of crying myself to sleep. If it happens I think... idk I can't even start to comprehend this. I know it shouldn't be upsetting me this much. and I realize it's effecting others as well, but seriously. I can't handle it. I really can't things are just not going to be the same. I know I've kinda lost contact, but still, you can't do this to me. you really can't. I'm going to die, if you do... Sad doesnt' even begin to cover it.
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[08 Jan 2006|12:06am] |
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So YaY I'm back from Smugg's but alas I'm going away again, so you won't see me till the 12. bye kiddos.
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| This is Very Important. |
[19 Dec 2005|07:53pm] |
REad this NOW, it's about the truth.
xXhiDdeNxsOuLX9 (7:43:27 PM): john
xXhiDdeNxsOuLX9 (7:43:35 PM): are any of your ten things about ten people about me?
XAsianSensation1 (7:44:26 PM): that thing I posted is about no one, I posted it, thinking of the worse ten things I could, and posted it, to prove to everyone how evil that ten thing is, not a single one of them is about anyone I know.
xXhiDdeNxsOuLX9 (7:44:42 PM): oh thank god
xXhiDdeNxsOuLX9 (7:44:43 PM): lol
XAsianSensation1 (7:45:00 PM): I did it in a way that anyone person could htink it was them
XAsianSensation1 (7:45:06 PM): b/c I think the thing is evil to hell
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[18 Dec 2005|04:21pm] |
I wasn't going to do one of these, but sense I'm bored, I guess i will
1)list ten things you want to say to people but know you never will
2)Don'te say who they are.
3)Disable comments.
4)Never discuss it again.
( look but do not touch )
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| My so called friends. |
[18 Dec 2005|02:03am] |
I realized, how much I miss the old days. I mean I now I've talked about it before, but like I actually witnesed it first hand today. But at the same time, I realized that I can't dwell on the past and I still have a future with both the people of old, and the people of new. Some really hard conclusions came today. I realized that in the next few months (few months meaning like nine but seriously it'll go faster then you think) I'm going to have to say good bye to a dear friend.
I'm going to cry like hell when that happens, but it'll happen. But I plan to help her move. Be there to help pack her in. Do Everything in my power to be able to say goodbye with a striaght face. I'm going to have to realize I won't be there for her when shit goes down and idk how I'll be able to do that. But one thing I do know is that she can take care of herself. I know she'll be making good friends up there, and she has a good judgement of people. I'm just going to have to sulk at home and miss her, but realize that she'll be okay.
On a side note, I love my SJC friends, all of them. They're simply good times, to put it into a phrase. I can't wait for ski trip '06, only 15 days away. it's going to be mad fucking good times. well I guess I'll post more later
Love ya
H
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| 2005 at a glance |
[17 Dec 2005|04:49pm] |
in 2005, did you:
1. go to a party?: yes.
2. try something new?: as always.
3. have someone change your life?: Good question.
4. kiss someone?: yes.
5. tell your family and friends you love them?: yes.
6. buy something extravagant?: I never really do.
7. had someone else do something nice for you?: umm possibly
8. do something terribly wrong?: when do I not.
9. move?: not yet
10. go to a concert?: other then the beach show's... no
best of the year:
1. party: our costume party.
2. show: Alias as always
3. cd: American Idiot
4. movie: I genearally like all movies,
5. song: not to sure
6. experience: orientation day
7. purchase: nothing.
8. book: HP6
9. month: summer was decent.
10. day: December tenth. LOL
worst of the year:
1. party: idk
2. show: idk
3. cd: idk
4. movie:dik
5. song: anything by kelly clarkson.
6. experience: dunno
7. purchase:
8. book: anything for school.
9. month: none
10. Day: a few
hopes for 2006:
1. predict something that you think will happen in 2006?: Fucking Ski trip '06 is all I have to say.
2. what do you hope changes about your country?: allow gay marriage everywhere
3. what do you hope for yourself?: to learn how to do school work.
4. what do you hope for your family?: for my sister to move out b/c that would make her the happest
5. what do you hope for your best friend?: that when she goes up to New Paltz (b/c don't kid yourself, you will get in, that she makes good friends)
during 2005:
1. where were you when it began?: ryan brains house.
2. did you stay up?: yes.
3. what was your new year wish?: didn't have one.
4. how many boyfriends/girlfriends?: one maybe two
5. broke up?: yes....
6. have any crushes?: every human does
7. care to mention names?: not really
8. new friends?: The SJC crew, Seals, Sigma,
9. had to say goodbye?: yes.
10. missed anyone?: definitely yes.
11. win anything?: just some beer pong and flip cup games.
12. best place you went to?: nowhere
13. worst place you went to?: idk
14. happiest moment?: birthday
15. how was your birthday?: fairly well
16. best present?: Alias
MEMORIES FROM EACH MONTH:
january: new years.
february: I was going out with someone
march: my birthday
april: Nikki's birthday
may: Dad's birthday
june: Graduation
july: parties!
august: Prince Albert... say going bye to Nick
september: school.
october: costume party.
november: city trip.
december: finals and birthdayness coming soon.
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[12 Dec 2005|12:55am] |
blah blah blah blah blah
heres my year thingie
Jan:I just need to vent but I just won't, not here ne ways.
Feb:Someone just called me told me they were the police and that they were gonna arrest me b/c my girlfriends mom made a complaint to them and that I'm gonna get arrested on monday at 8.
March:I'm sure you hate me but I really hope you don't that and hurting you are the last things I want.
April:Hi
May:Kinda feel like Corely is one of the only ppl who read this but ne ways... Scavenger Hunt M.P. vs W.M. Next Sat Be There!!! (I don't think we ever had that idk....)
June:wow too many ppl I don't want to see this is going to be able to b/c I'm too lazy to actually block this thing even farther but is it bad that I'm jealous of an asshole?
July:So heres the thing
August:it's starting to hit me that we're out of high and that ppl will be leaving soon
Sept:Dear Friends, companions, family, Town Kids, Miller Place kids, ppl I've only just recently met, ppl I haven't talked to in a while, Friends of my friends, ppl who like candle lit dinners and long walks on the beach,
Oct:I'm never going to drive ever again.
Nov:You know I've been doing a lot of thinking lately
Dec:Today December 10th is National I heart John Sisto day, so let me know how much you love me, by leaving me comments on this, or facebook or myspace. b/c I love you.
Yea, what a year. the end. go fuck yourself (and I mean that in the good way. like seriously when you read this, go to a porn site and get yourself off)
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[10 Dec 2005|01:09am] |
Today December 10th is National I heart John Sisto day, so let me know how much you love me, by leaving me comments on this, or facebook or myspace. b/c I love you.
H
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| Memories come and go |
[25 Nov 2005|11:21pm] |
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You know I've been doing a lot of thinking lately. I've decided that maybe it's time to let go of some of my high school friends, well... lets so two of my closer highschool friends. Both of whom are most of the time nothing more then big dissapointments in my life. I don't really know why I've dedicated my life to two people who've never really been there for me. Who the more I think about it, I don't even know anymore. Neigther one really cares at all, but will say they do just to say it. I do so much for one of them in particular, and yea friendship isn't about giving and getting, but seriously wtf. I do too much for that one in particular, and I don't even get the respect that I deserv at least. so fuck that. So bascially go fuck yourselves.
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| This is for all you PETA members to see where you stand |
[30 Oct 2005|09:20pm] |
General asshats
Circle I Limbo Rednecks
Circle II Whirling in a Dark & Stormy Wind Osama bin Laden
Circle III Mud, Rain, Cold, Hail & Snow DMV Employees
Circle IV Rolling Weights George Bush
Circle V Stuck in Mud, Mangled River Styx Saddam Hussein
Circle VI Buried for Eternity River Phlegyas Parents who bring squalling brats to R-rated movies
Circle VII Burning Sands The New York Yankees
Circle IIX Immersed in Excrement PETA Members
Circle IX Frozen in Ice Design your own hell |
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| Sushi Night, The ending of Summer '05 |
[01 Sep 2005|01:18am] |
Dear Friends, companions, family, Town Kids, Miller Place kids, ppl I've only just recently met, ppl I haven't talked to in a while, Friends of my friends, ppl who like candle lit dinners and long walks on the beach,
Monday Sept. 5th. Sushi 7:30 Kimi's Go. It's going to be a blast. Good food with good ppl. I might even set up a scavenger hunt and have awesome prizes for the winning teams. And when I say EVERYONE is invited, I do mean EVERYONE (well as long as I know you even if it's in the slightest of ways). It's going to be a blast. If you're going to come call my cell or leave it on my sn XasianSensation1
Thanks for your time
H/Prince
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[29 Aug 2005|10:13pm] |
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I think I may go insane soon.
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